doc appointment 2

Yesterday was our second doc appointment and ultrasound! 

I finally feel like I believe all of this is happening for real.

The first time we went to the doc (2 weeks ago) there wasn't much to see on the ultrasound except for the area where my uterine wall was thicker...

but YESTERDAY we saw a baby. 

Well, it doesn't look like a baby yet, of course..lol 

The little heart was flickering on the screen and the lady told us we probably wouldn't be able to hear anything, but she turned the sound on anyway...and we did.

It was one loud, strong heartbeat. 

I didn't get emotional like I thought I would. 

I just in awe cuz I thought it was so cool! 

Baby was measuring 6 weeks 5 days.

That makes my official due date June 29, 2011. 

Since there was strong cardiovascular activity, my hormone levels were perfectly on the spot, and all my blood work was normal, she went ahead and gave the ok for me to see the Doula that works in the office.

She was extremely helpful and also very funny.

Logan & I would exchange grins every time she would bring up something that "will probably happen" because it already has. 

She told him I would probably cry and not know why...

that was the reason I tested in the first place!..and it may have happened the night before we went to the doc as well...lol

She also told him I will get mad over the most ridiculous things, but I seriously cannot help it.

yep, I have.

Now, I don't use being pregnant to just be a bitch, but sometimes I just don't feel like I can control my emotions anymore. 

Stupid hormones.  

It had been a long 2 weeks in between our first, somewhat disappointing appointment, and yesterday. 

I feel like we left yesterday feeling like we were on cloud 9 and we feel so much better about things.

There actually IS something in there! lol